Guests in front of a Disneyland popcorn cart, circa 1950s
honestly the best feeling ever is realizing you’re not sad anymore over something you thought you would never get over
(Source: delta-breezes)
The force is strong with this gorgeous May the 4th print from Andy Fairhurst.
Wow wow wow. I actually did it! Quit my job on the spot! Today was my last day ever working for the tyrant I was working for!!!!!
It also means I get a few extra days to get my head together and get some things done that I’ve been slacking on.
I’m so beyond proud of myself. I did a brave thing today. I did a thing for myself today without caring what anyone else’s opinion was. I did good
After months of disrespect, disloyalty, and all around rudeness at my current job…
I have FINALLY decided to put in my two weeks.
I’m scared to death.
Yes I already have a different job in place. I just don’t know for sure what hours I will be working or if I will be making $9.50 or $10 an hour. (I’m praying for $10!)
I’m crazy nervous about quitting this job though. I so wanted it to be where I stayed and I have simply outgrown it. It’s childish and caddy now. Everyone is SO AWFUL to one another. And the hours they make me work (no matter how many times I tell them them to remedy it) are draining me so much that I don’t have time for anything or anyone else. I’ve been working on average 10 hour days. Including a lunch break. And that’s not acceptable. By the time I get home usually, it’s time for a quick meal and bed if I don’t want to have issues that next day.
They don’t listen to my needs or requests but favor everyone else’s over mine instead. There are people who get there significantly after me (three hours or more) who leave before I do. And I’ve been working there longer than these people.
Also. Also. I’m currently in deep shit for not doing my curriculum the way I should. But I was NEVER TRAINED ON HOW TO DO IT THE RIGHT WAY. And whenever I would ask, it was ALWAYS brushed off.
So yes. I’m finished wth every single person there. And I’m absolutely finished with the job. I’m married now. I can’t allow this shit to go on.
Finally opened up to him about the intensity of my anxiety and how much I try to hide it.
Once we get settled he and I are going to get me screened.
I want to be a good person and I will do all I can to be one. But sometimes I need to take a step back and be selfish as hell because I can’t survive if I’m constantly giving away parts of myself.
I know my life seems perfect but it’s not.
My wedding was perfect and so was my honeymoon. I’m married to the most amazing man I know.
But the second we got home I’ve been overwhelmingly triggered, anxious agitated and angry.
The slightest things set me off even if it’s stupid.
I don’t know if it’s where I live (we still live in a pretty depressing place with his sister) or if it’s something else. I’m still pretty positive that I have an imbalance but I don’t know. I don’t have motivation for literally anything. And I don’t have an escape.
I don’t know what to do.